So, I may have an obsession with dinosaurs.... But there is a reason.
Summer has always been better for me. I am able to focus on others. I can focus on service and my job. The summer before senior year was different. I couldn't shake my depression. It came in waves throughout the summer. I was ready to quit.......again........still. I honestly am surprised that I was able to continue working. I was done one day and I could hardly function when I was off by myself and I found an 8 inch tall dinosaur buried in the mud of the lake. It was a gift from God. I know he was watching out for me. That was the start of my dinosaur obsession, and I was able to keep going. Then again a few weeks later I hit another low and I was ready to be done. That day another dinosaur was found in the mud of the lake and it was given to me by one of the scouts. God was there. He was watching out for me. God know what I needed. Those two dinosaurs made the difference to me. I fought on.
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Although I struggle I do my best to live every day to it's fullest. I am sometimes held back, but I keep fighting. I do all that I can to push through. I will live on! I will not give up on myself and others.
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